so.

it is mya period now.

i think that Comptine d'un autre ete: L'apres-midi is a wonderful piece.

it's has so much... feeling.

the chinese paper was interesting.

geog is coming up on friday.

it really has a nice tune.

aesthetics yesterday was fun! (:

we finally did the drums! (:

and it was on time some more! (:

yay! (:

i felt totally dead today morning. totally dao-ed almost everyone. i'm so sorry

chinese was okay lah. before the paper min chih, eda and ningxin(i think) we playing caterpillar... and doing cool handshakes.


went to shaw center. macs. they had hashbrowns! (:

we picked roanna up on the track and shouted (it was actually only me :o) roanna! wanna come?

on the way there, mayo was acting totally retarded. her beat boxing went "boom chick boom"... yes. pronounced that way. -.-"

and we met the harry potter freaks (: lols. was totally fun. told them about awa topping up her ezlink and holding up the entire line cos she... nevermind.

and then min chih chih min smsed and we were like... i'm in far east. so near yet so far! (:

they actually mugged for geog! i was sitting there playing games on my phone. lols. crystal mayo and amanda... roanna and awa left early. naomi and shasha left even earlier. (: i was only there for the food! ): i wanted sushi, actually. i was outvoted.

haiz. just had an 88 minute talk with amanda... discussing. stuff. lols. we're going to have a study group tmrw. and if we go to orchard, we'll have to sit next to the, according to mayo,and i quote, "cushioned seats" next to the toilets. fine. so maybe the "next to the toilet" part is mine. (:

ahh well.

we'll just sit on the floor... and mug... while the people pass us by.

oooH~ i remember! at macs, we suddenly heard the radio loud and clear so mayo amanda and i started singing "you're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar. the only *mumblemumble* on a wishing star. *mumblehummumblehum*" it was all very fun! (:

I am handwriting this post with my dad's wonderful laptop.

I gave up on the rock idea. I decided that I shan't care about what any one says about me as long as I'm being the real me. l know. l sound very... eh... mature?

Lols. l like the way how the handwritten words disappear, only to be replaced by computer text the moment l press insert. (:

And it's so much easier to correct the mistakes :o

ah...

oooh~ today, I had many many interesting sms conversations about how See School life changes a person. ): I miss primary school.

yesterday, We had Math training. It was so fun!!! Mayo and I sat behind and threw notes at Wan Qi's head. Actually, it was one crushed up piece of paper. And we had this wonderful conversation about how she's in denial about feeling that way about me.

It was totally hilarious.

And then, after awhile, we got bored so then mayo wrote a note, I folded it into a paper aeropause, and threw it to clara and hazel who were sitting across the room. :0

And then later they started throwing smaller paper aeroplanes made out of hazel's tiny paper... Mr Ang never noticed a single thing. or, if he did, he didn't show it.

l think that he's a very nice teacher. You know right, to go to the toilet, he makes us do this hand sign thing... he says that he thinks it's very embarrassing to voice your needs out loud in front of a whole class.

MYA period now. oh golly.

But it's better sooner than later, isn't it. (:

I was watching last year's teacher's day performance and thought that it was very cool and very funny.

Uh-huh.. (:

I going to sleep early today.

Before 10.

Because I am a good girl.

and cos kezia has been pestering me.

oooh~

they say that jiaolian wasn't there during training on tuesday :O should have gone lah.

{so phia}-.- okay.

{jac} i agree. it's a very nice word. well jacjac. you can tutor me.

{VG} yes.

{amanda} i do too! (:

{<3arron} ...

{laura} but you never read them~

{regina} uhm... nothing?

{<3arron} who's the one spamming my tagboard? whatever we crap about is always funny (: yayness~ (: then we can not feel so bad about not understanding her. yes, you did. we agreed. you're talking to yourself and you think i need a life? (: jk. you know. sometimes when someone says no offence, you are still offended. :o

{toot} (: yay! you too! (:

oh my gosh.

after reading emem's tags i feel so totally sucky.

i shall go find a rock to crawl under until monday.

well then.

today was an okay day.

it was another free day.

uh-huh.

lemme think.

during history mdm rozanah came dangerously close to my desk...

i think she noticed when i shoved all my chinese stuff under my table the moment the glanced at me. i tried to look like i'd been listening all along. which i had been. maybe half along.

after that was math. and mrs sia pointed out that she stll doesn't know who the lethargic girl in RS is. at this point, minyan turns around and starts mouthing stuff to me. only... i didn't know she was talking to me... so i continued staring at her dumbly... and then when she suddenly stopped and stared, i turn behind and find out that cheryl vivian and hazel are all doing math. so then i point at myself and go "you talking to me?" minyan rolls her eyes and nods. apparently, i look lethargic in RS. :o

during reccess... emem and i crapped... about... uhm... can't remember... really... but it was funny. or at least... we laughed a lot. i remember THAT.

during physics i listened cos miss ning was talking about light/measurements. and light/measurements, i understand.

english lit... hmm... we did rythm and personification... and stuff... then i started feeling sleepy... and when i get sleepy in a class, i sleep. and only stop feeling sleepy when it's reccess/lunch. yes. it's very very... can't get the word... hmph. anyways. i fell asleep on my table and then i suddenly jerk up cos i hear muffled whisperings in emem's voice. then i realise she's telling me not to sleep...

then it was GEOG. oh. and here, i'd like to thank amanda hsiung for lending me her geog notes which i think might help me scrape a pass in geog. for some reason, we didn't get some notes. geog was just crap. as in... not the lesson itself... in my perspective... cos people we talking about stuff and emem and i were exchanging our favourite "huh?" glances at each other. :o

then it was lunch. emem had gastricts. she had to pay extra cos she looked easy to bully when she bent over. right?

chinese. we had that three ke4 in one test thingy again. at the second last question, jacjac says: "I ALREADY HAVE FIVE MISTAKES I'M GOING TO DIE" or something like that. without the "i'm going to die" part... and less dramatic. emem and i exchange glances (again) she has 8 mistakes. i have 13-.- haiz. that's what you get when you study history in geog. chinese in history/geog/english. and other stuff.

tmrw. i will tutor emem. i sound pro! (: yayness!

uhm...

i love richard(on emem's tagboard) (:

anyone wanna guess why? (:

TAG REPLIES (:

{'jac} jacjac. long word. (: quintessentially. (:

{ELAINE} hellos. i'll sms you soon.

{kisa} you owe me a letter.... or maybe not. *stare*

{yingx} you too! (:

{amanda} yay! (: we rhyme (:

{kisa} ooh~ me special.

{cra} as you wish.

{<3arron} hellos

{VG} greetings. :s

yeah.

i think.

maybe.

i might understand physics.

if you take away the graphs part.

yay! (:

amanda is lending me her geog notes.

apparently her teacher prints notes for her.

yay!

i will take the weekend to understand geog.

and maybe memorise history points.

Miss May Tan did not point out the lethargic girl in RS today.

we need to do a tripod stand for gym.

my head hurts.

so does emem's apparently.

physics was a disappointment again.

i still didn't understand.

didn't bother staying back for the CES block.

if i haven't understood her cos she keeps on stopping her explanations halfway cos some advanced students get it but the rest of us don't, i don't think this lesson will help much.

miss ning is nice and all but i think we have different learning styles.

we need examples. she thinks we need basics.

but we kind of need examples to confirm our basics.

haiz.

well.

CLE=nomination for term2 SLs.

yay! (:

went to the busstop after emem left.

alone.

then i saw min chih. and eda.

then.

i saw nadia. and kimberly.

and then.

i saw mayo.

so i went with her and a few others... crystal... amanda... and a few more to far east plaza. to buy bubble tea. bought a lot of old chang kee. (: nice man.

sophia promises to tag on my blog. we are on the phone now. along with amanda.

ahhh....

i tagged on emem's blog as richard.

me laugh lots. (:

the sea.

hellos.

my dad just taught me kinematic stuff.

kinematics is used in biomechanics all the time. i can even show you a real life 3D graph if you want.

do i look like i understand even 2dgraphs? haiz. i feel inferior.

oooh.

there's a change in timetable in week 6 for everything. guess that's what happens during MYAs eh? shooting change. timetable change. fps change. french change. ahh. but most of them are just for a few weeks. so it'll be over before i know it. (;

going for badminton tmrw. its a support school activity! yay! but i'm missing geography and history... my two worst subjects... actually... geography will be my worst subject once i take the SA. :o at least i'm not missing physics. if i miss that THAT will be my worst subject. but i think... if i can understand chemistry... or bio... whichever i'm taking next semester, i'll do fine for overall. but if i DON'T. oh dear.

well...

tag replies.

sorry it took so long.

{amanda} love you too dear. did i? when?

{cara} heyys.

{VG} no you are not.

{<3arron} ahh. yes. remember how they would just stare at us?

{charmaine} hi

{cheryl} ahh. but that is what YOU think. for all you know, underneath the cover of a construction company, you hide a.....


CAT IN A TONIC SHOP

lols
(:

{wanqi} yeah. right. who's side are you on, anyways! ):

{amanda} you'd better not. ever. call me that. EVER. you hear? i love you a bit.

{cheryl} yes. it is. it is really really horrible. argh.

{emeline} could tell. uh-huh. cos i didn't update?


well then. good luck badminton team.

and me.

for physics and geog and history.

oh dang.

anyone know the format of the geog and history papers?

please please tell me ):

scratch that.

i do not understand physics.

at all.

now everything is a jumbled mess

in my head.

every single explanation i've read or heard

is contradicting each other

in my head.

oh gosh.

i might be able to pass physics...

a bit.

in my head.

okay. so.

today...

people had 2.4 and they did brilliant! (:

i went for third lang...

i dun think i'm going to take 2.4 in the end... my knee feels really weak. its scary.

during PE we started gym. lols. mrs anis made us run about the room... and run... and then run around the room... there was a difference. after that we became rocks, trees, bridges and a curious girl. the girl had to go under the bridge. emem and i cheated we made the bridge super high for each other. but no one said we couldn't make the bridge high. so there.

during english we made poems... and ms chen passed them around randomly for everyone to guess whose it was. laura got emem's and it was so obvious. i wonder why i am so much shorter than him. and cheryl guessed mine cos the sentence sounded romantic. i mean like... how romantic is i see adults playing in the rain, throwing catupults. it was meant to rhyme with the sentence before. yeah. and so cheryl and i started passing notes about her dad and my dad and her tonic shop and her cat and dogs...

my english SA is tmrw. at 2.45 exactly and i will fail if i miss it. i am scared that miss ning won't let me leave early.

haiz.

uhm...

french was fun.

madame desilva asked awa and i why we weren't doing pft with the rest of the sec1s and we stated our physical problems.... and later, awa said that we should have told her that we couldn't bear to miss french cos we love it so much. (:

i very stupidly signed up for math SMO twice. and then i signed up for badminton... BADMINTON. it takes up the WHOLE day! and its so close to midyears. i am stressing. o:

well. i think. i understand physics better after reading my physics textbook which i found under a stack of papers that suddenly just appeared... out of the blue... all of a sudden... on top of the book. and my dad explained how to connect angular momentum to kinematics. kind of interesting... but i am still sick of physics. its cos we have it ALMOST EVERY SINGLE DAY. argh.

ahh well.

i am off to feed my cat.

nah.

i don't really have one. (:

yeah.

i will post...

about those days...

that i haven't posted about...

soon.

i was basically sick the last few days.

missed three days of school.

homework

blecgh.

i am insignificant. me sad :(

laura; i know its a little late but thanks! :)

yingx; hellos. yupps.

cheryl; uhh... yeah. sure. cos shooting is super! (:

vivian; yeah. i sound like you... as in... the voice...

cheryl (again); yeah. good for you.

amanda; love you too? i have okay! :(

<3arron; no she doesn't! just like how cheese is closer to MEEEE!

siyun; hellos senior

amanda (again.); lols. (: love you too! (again)

cheese: :(

leevoon; okay! :)

<3arron; thats cos you're the only one who tags... duh. what about me? :(

'jac; what video?

cheryl(yes. it is her again); thanks(:

claire; why are you laughing at me, you traitor?! lols. whee~ how's ncc

amanda; yeaps thankyou (: love you

<3arron; ooooh. you care! (:

hazel; oh-hoho i am SO going to emo.

well. i am filing. at least... i am trying to file... my worksheets are everywhere. its scary.

three more weeks and then no more physics with miss ning. sadd :(

uhm... yesterday had family dinner cos one cousin is leaving for NS and it was the other's birthday (yes, emem. poh wun and poh yih) it was fun. haven't had one since newyear. last time... when everyone was not so busy, we had family dinners everyweek. haiz.

today had PE. netball. was totally scared. but then. my team won! :D thanks to wanqi and emem and charlene and me! :D i think it was mostly luck. except for wanqi and charlene... i mean... have you seen me and emem play? oooh. i scored one point and then another and then charlene scored another. and emem and wanqi kept on intercepting the ball! :D we make a brilliant team! i think... i will not fail PE after all. :D

gave laura her nicci teddy bear. she named it "ilovedoobiealotalotalot". yes. she does.

emem clara and i gave alethea a giant elmo... which has freaky eyes that, according to her, hurt when you knock it against your nose. lols. emem carried it to school. :D

it was fun today in class. except that i was still sick. and it felt like stupid man were in my head drilling holes with giant sledgehammers. no. they are not usually used for drilling holes. yes. i know they use drills. and i couldn't hear. everyone sounded muffled... got through the day nodding and smiling... and answering vaguely.:D

during geog i sat next to emem... and then we realised that some people think that its cool to be sick or something... cos it was very fake. and we started giggling... actually... we giggle for everything.

ahh. i sound like a croaking duck.

emem owes me a letter and a email.

hazel owes me a letter OO <- i am staring at you, hazel, from halfway across the room, at my seat.

i owe many many people letters. i am very stressed.

rgs is very stressful. argggrh.

i sound like a pirate. lols.

i shall continue filing.

oooh

did you know vivan sticks her thumb up and winks?

oh.

and

its alethea's birthday :) driftbudd

i don't quite like change.

i know we all need change.

but surely not that big a change.

change is always noticed.

if not by the changed.

then by others.

but in the end.

it will jump out and bite you.

and you realise that it isn't

really change.

just something.

that was hidden.

for a long long time.

something.

that you wish.

could continue.

being hidden.

so. on. thursday. there was speech and drama. we made masks and i showed my pro-ness at cutting up stuff with scissors and penknives :D and... yiming and charlene and laura and me were sharing one piece of vangard and charlene said that i have to get the wonky-ly traced mask shape cos it was my fault that she laughed at couldn't keep still and then i threatened her with a wonky nose and she relented. can't remember who got the wonky mask in then end, though. they all looked the same. and then... i realised after i finished cutting laura's, chen jie's, yiming's, and part of charlene's masks, that i hadn't started on my own... so i hurriedly startd hacking at mine... i think i accidentally cut laura and cj's eyes wrong... oops! :D during the cutting, we had intellectual conversations about our mother tongue and how people are dumb to not want to study it cos its really important and how all of us (there) would take mother tongue even if it were not compulsory. oooh! i remember!

charlene: you just sit there and look pretty, yiming. (cos yiming didn't have a pair of scissors or a penknife)

yiming: alright then.

me: yes, yiming, you have to sit there and look pretty. but we don't have to look pretty. we ARE pretty. :)

yiming: (after a two second pause) OI!

charlene, laura and me: AHAHAHAH

later

*there was this part which included charlene's legs. but we are not allowed to blog it.*

charlene: i shall sit here and look pretty.

me: yes, charlene, you have to look pretty. we don't cos we ARE pretty.

charlene: no! i am pretty okay! every thing around me appreciates my beauty! (spreads her arms and embraces the room)

laura: like who. the walls?

me: no. the old man across the street who's staring at her.

*we all burst into laughter even though it wasn't very funny*

even later

charlene: (staring at her pencil box dreamily)

me: what are you dreaming of? the old man who was staring?

charlene; yes. he was so hot.

me: uh-huh. the mole only served to make him hotter.

laura: oooh! it had hairs!

me: and he was stroking them lovingly

laura: and tenderly with his fingertips!

*we all burst out laughing again*

our masks were so white. so... pretty.

i had a conversation with mayo in the canteen during the one hour before third lang. it was very... "heavy" uhm... like... a lot of emotions and uhm... hidden secrets and meanings... cos... like... just... it was about change. and we missed the last bus to moelc. which was just as well cos just as we were nearing the traffic light to get to j8, i felt sick. must have been cos i ate something wrong... so i went home instead... bidding mayo and crystal goodbye. and. i bathed. and decided to take a nap. at 530am. and then. the next thing i know, its 630am, sports fest day (remember emem?) and i had to go pack my bag. my dad said that he tried to wake me up three times but i went.. mmmmghm... or something to that effect. and he decided to let me sleep cos i needed my rest.

so... cos i was a bit blur on thursday, i called mayo and asked her if we needed to go to school before sports fest... for mass dance practice or something. she said it was at 945. so, after very intense planning, i took the bus to school. and thanks to my brilliant timing, i reached school at 8. yes. one hour forty five minutes early. i know. i have wonderful planning skills. my plan was to leave my house by 745, reach the bus stop by 8, wait for the bus til 830, and then ride it to school. one hour. cos i assumed it would be peak hour and would take really long. i left my house at 745 on my watch and reached at 7.47. overhead bridges look longer from below than they really are. so... the bus reached at 7.49 and i stopped opposite the school at 7.56 and i crossed the road and went to the foyer to sit down at the bench and read my book. at about... 900 vivian came. i spent the entire time trying to stop her from doing her homework. and we heard weird sounds. figured it was the OM people singing. at 940, emem came and we trooped off to the canteen and started mass dance practice. the lady in black.

yeah.

sat with laura on the bus to toapayoh stadium. and then. sat next to emem and yiming (and for awhile, hazel and vivian) during the competitions. the selective practice before sports fest was funny. cos... none of us could hear the voice. and it was disconcerting agreeing with a voice that had no body... at least... it was for emem and me... until i located the lady in black and emem and i were laughing... until we realised that she had passed the mike to someone else and we couldn't find the body to fit to the voice. mass dance was fun. we all remembered our steps (even richardsonians. who remembered to dao the floor. and we all know how hard that is) and to hold our poses. and to run. and to squat. and to jump. yeah. was kinda stressed at first cos after our march in, house comm disappeared and tarbet was the only house standing at the opposite left side of the field. and some people ran to the opposite right side of the field. so we were two seperate red dots and then they ran back so we were one relatively big dot. and then we had to run to the other side of the field. and we got into positions! yay! :D

we all cheered. and... tarbet got 5th. moor also got 5th. weexuan laughs. so does clara. -.- but we got second for cheerleading... or something... :D couldn't hear the emcees.

walked laura to mrt gates. we stopped for oldchangkee crabclaws and fishballs. i fell asleep. woke up at 1am in the living room.

today. i. was. sick. and. i. missed. the. last. psl. session. and. the. first. fps. session. :(... and a random math training session.

so sad.

i feel sucky.

i have. the flu. the cough. the sorethroat. the headache. and. the blocked nose. i don't know how one can have a blocked nose and the flu both at once... but i do. :(

heehee.

whee~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I AM ALMOST DONE. I WILL HAND UP MY PT AFTER ALL. AND. I WILL NOT BE SAD. AND I WILL BE HAPPY. :D unless i don't finish... then... erghk.

i sound like vivian in the video -.-

found out that miss ning's name is on the web if you search "miss ning hwee"

i CAN finish the project!

i must believe

and only then can i

SUCCEED!

well then. since emem is complaining, i shall post everytime i come onto the computer.



:p



Sunday: uhm... yeah... piano... chinese... china teacher. very nice. and funny. he was talking in this rather loud voice and then he suddenly screamed HYUK! in a loudloudloud voice. and since me and my friend were talking, we were scared. a lot. uhm. it's funnier when i tell it. you have to hear the voice... emem couldn't stop laughing...:D



Monday: i think there was a lot of stuff... i think i started reading my physics pt rubrics. i think i stared at my computer and threw the rubrics onto the floor. i think i promised laura another present. i think OOOOH! NONO INTERESTING THINGAHAHAHAHHA! you know. after reccess or something where there wasn't teacher for a very long time, i was talking to vivian and emem... and then, vivian hooked her legs onto her chair leg and started to pull it towards her while preparing to sit down. and then right. i pulled the chair from under her and she just FELL. and emem sorta stared for a while in surprise before bursting out in laughter. i mean... she definitely felt the chair being pulled from under her cos her leg was still hooked onto the chairleg. :D that was funny. vivian said that it was a bit too early for april fools and i stared stupidly at her and replied with a very intelligent "huh?" totally forgot that it was april fools the next day! :D really it was. oh. and on the way to assembly, i was telling laura and emem how i read indelible acts as incredible acts for two weeks... without noticing until i read a few stories... :D i am sleepy~~



Tuesday: i finished reading my physics pt rubrics... and decided to ask miss ning whether i could simulate the experiment. uhm... april fools day. :D and in the morning, charlene came over and said, "hellos doobie. happy april fools day" and procceeded to give me a hug. i stared at her. and then, (since it was cullottes tuesday even if we were using the friday timetable) i pointed to the back of her shirt and said, "charlene, there is a hole in your PE shirt" and then she went "oh no! where?" and i started laughing and replied, " happy april fools! :D" she stared into space for about two seconds before rolling her eyes and huffing "oh!" and walking away. me and char and mayo were walking towards the canteen from Jblock under the shelter since it was raining heavily and we spotted with our little eyes liulaoshi standing in the rain with an umbrella talking to that nice chinese teacher that i saw five times passing up and down the corridor. as we reached them, the nice teacher left. and then i started asking liulaoshi how i could improve my chinese. and she told me an author's name... but i forgot. :( and then we stood there for about ten minutes just talking to her... (somewhere in the middle of this, miss ning approached us and wanted to share liu lao shi's umbrella... but then liulaoshi was walking to the bus stop :( ) and then mayo and i went to buy lunch and crystal's birthday present. WHICH WE HAVEN'T FINISHED. and then... we went to moelc... and on the bus, i told nadia that i wanted to get my test paper back and yet i didn't want to get it back and...WE DIDN'T GET IT BACK. nadia smirked and sais that half my wish was granted. :( i wanna know if i failed or not! :( ahh... yeah. that's about it... at night, i stared at microsoft office powerpoint for about five minutes before deciding that there was enough time in the following day for me to do the flyer. :D



WEDNESDAY TODAY:well. there was eng lit sa. ARGH. uhm... there were some visitors from some other countries that sat in for physics that miss ning exchanged for ICT. and then... in english we played some game about quotes from FFA. i memorised 15! :D but then i only used two:( in question three. and in math i was totally not listening but then laura and charlene were doing their worksheet and i felt bad so i did my worksheet and then returned to my letter writing. :D in CLE mrs sia was talking about our service learning projects yeah. partnering with emem for the survey thing. and uh.. shooting... have some booth thingy. asked if we got cip hours. person stared and said that we're earning money... :( i smirked at her earlier. maybe its cos of that. i have to finish my physics pt soon. it is due tmrw. i have started on... uhh... the... uhh... i have chosen the colours of my flyer :D cheryl's mom sent me home today. thanks crapps[: together with yunting. and then... we talked and talked and talked and talked and before we knew it, we reached the bus stop. :D lols. they were sweaty. i was freezing in the shooting range.

that about does it i think. :D i love my new seat. next to laura and charlene they are so terribly funny.