i sleepy but chegoh won't leave:@
18:07
have nothing better to do so second post!
just remembered had therapy session with chegoh on thursday where we just wrote fuck over and over again on a page until we couldn't see individual words then repeated on another page. THEN. we designed the old ppl. it's good stress relief! really! and we definitely needed stress relief.
should stop procrastinating.
i did my french dossier8 tache finale last night! was v proud of myself cos i finished math summary also and all before 1 am but then i didn't go to school today:( wasted efforts.
need to print out my mc four times! i feel impt(: i am such a loser. but this reminds me of my dad! when he was in england, cos he only wrote letters to like ppl in singapore so then he got letters maybe once a week? cos letters to/from england v ex and it's in pounds somemore. so he signed up for random credit cards so that he would get letters! HAHAHAHAH. i get my laziness from him.
i got mc for pft this friday. and for training the whole week. i love my doctor. but need to go training soon. argh. and need letter from my dad saying i can't do pft:(
i wanna be pro in chinese then do pro chinese emo post. i don't think that's happening anytime soon but i can hope right? wish? ooh. i know this in french. souhaite. is it? chinese reminds me of last time when i was in primary. then we'd have karaoke parties sometimes with friends sometimes alone but like every sunday/sat without fail. v fun. and my mom always sang this chinese song. don't remember the name or tune. but i used to be good at chinese. like 80 was counted bad. NOW A FREAKING 4.0 IS WELCOME!!
must do chinese assessments!!!! oh who am i kidding. will watch chinese news... no. will watch ch8 dramas. ooh. i remember planning this with someone. like one week, put one layer of tape over the english subtitles then can still see a bit. then second week put second layer of tape over subtitles then can see a bit less. third week add another layer and so on. then in the end we watch without reading subtitles! but i do that alr(: i pro(: except when i'm lost:(
will make tmrw count. will not sleep whole day like today. wake up 6. sleep 6.02. wake up 10.11 sleep 10.14. wake up 2.10 eat lunch sleep 2.56. wake up 4.20 see doctor sleep 5. wake up 8.30 feel better:)
can't wait for friday to come.
23:25
okay so exams were a big disappointment but at this point i don't really care anymore.
screwed up bio 4 sho ma sugah(lol). the function of a carrier protein is not to carry a protein no matter what huifen says.
can't find a mentor for yfc cos everyone's too busy and honestly we don't really care either? we didn't even wanna let ppl know we're from rgs? do it as a private group and such but in the end...
well instant karma on friday. super cool. mayo and i were stuck in between two rows right. and then i accidentally stepped on her foot to get out and the next instant, someone slammed her chair into my hip really hard. i guess pain is pain and karma really doesn't care if it was an accident or not? ouch.
chegoh came over on thursday to make toffees quite nice, actually. just that i don't like bitter things but according to mayo it's bitter like that coffee sweet which is a good thing. realised that toffee is actually just butter+burnt sugar. v cool. will post photos on fb i guess. we also designed the badges for yfc alr! the old ppl look super cute. she drew them out on paper and i used her design as reference to make the pictures on paint. sent her home at like 1030 pm reached home super tired but all in a days work. and she came over again on friday and we just lazed about watching funny videos and trying to do math summary. quite productive lor. we did until like ws3?
am sick:( went to the doctor today and asked for mc then she gave me mc for today AND tmrw so i guess i really am sick (got mc to prove this) and i'm not just projecting sickness to get out of school or something.
phone's camera button loose so went to get it fixed- might as well milk the warranty right?
decided i won't surf in class anymore should listen to the teachers but i don't see why? i mean i think we could get through exams without the teachers and just the materials to refer to?
but i guess school is getting to me.
fuck.
23:10
argh fuck la. got hooked onto "the champagne gang" ytd. i came back had a short six hour nap and then went online around 12 and started reading AND I COULDN'T FUCKING STOP. I SLEPT AT LIKE 5?!?! WTF. and today i was reading it in class cos i knew that IF I DIDN'T FINISH IT IN SCHOOL I WOULD READ IT AT HOME AND I WOULD NEVER GET TO MUGGING THE THREE KILLER MUGGER SUBJECTS TESTED TMRW!!! and i took off my glasses cos according to amanda the reflection of the white screen against my glasses was vv obvious): so i just pretended i was sleeping and then read under the table but i almost got caught so i stuffed my phone inside my pencil case so i could look like i was staring near my worksheet but after awhile it went back under my table because it was too obvious when i scrolled up/down. so to sum up my revision so far, math fa sucked, i totally don't get physics and bio needs me to memorise 9738-472897642-9 facts that i haven't started on. why? cos of the fucking champagne gang. but it was a good story though.
19:27
KARMA COME AROUND:( :( I WANT PPL TO BLOG LONGER I HAVE NOTHING TO READDD:( :( :(
OOOH.i just rediscovered my love for reading!! omgggg I WANT MORE BOOKS. i guess i have chegoh and charmu to thank for it cos we went to bishan library on friday (cos it's near to j8 and we needed to pig out) and they just SAT THERE READING AFTER I SAID I WANTED TO LEAVE.(chegoh painfully slow. charmu happily). and so i went to choose books (and btw the SHORT STORIES that chegoh was trying to read were read by me first, a lot faster. and i'm not exaggerating. but at least she tried i guess(:) <- a smiley on both sides!!:) and i borrowed them. ok so books=<3 right now! ohoh. and i had a fine on my card: 0.15 cents that i paid:) charmu had a fine on hers too: 10bucks(: uh huh.
and you know what's so sad about me? the uncle who sells the korean food at j8 like next to the bubbletea counter KNOWS WHAT I WANT!? COS I'VE BEEN THERE TO BUY THE SAME THING THREE TIMES IN A WEEK. I KNOW I KNOW. I HAVE A SAD LIFE. but at least chegoh buys it too(: so i don't feel so bad. oooh. FRIED MUSHROOMS ARE SUPER SUPER NICE. BOUGHT IT THREE TIMES IN A WEEK TOO!! fried mushrooms from j8! (:
oh and today was a true pig day. i woke up at 12, ate market food, lazed about on the couch watching tv, went into my room to lie down and read, and then i fell asleep cos i was tired and i didn't wake up til 7 when my mom asked me what i wanted from delifrance delivery then she went out, i continued reading in bed and then i came out ltr to watch tv, read and eat. i also skipped all the piano classes i had today(2 i think, cmc and aural) COS I SLEPT!! :(
so quite long post(okay no quite short but power of the mind will make it long. it long. it long. it long. see? you're believing it.) on basically nothing impt. well impt to me but i don't think to anyone else? SO KARMA PLEASE WORK:(
21:45
since i finished all my homework(well math ass1) ytd, I AM FREE I AM FREE I AM FREE!!(: and the best thing is i did the work with my phone calculator COS CHEGOH REFUSES TO GIVE MINE BACK TO ME:(
i wanna read books!! but i dunno what book to read:( :( :( ooh. i know i know. i will do a lucky dip and i'll like take out a letter that the book title will have to start with then i'll take out another for the author's name. smart right! and fun! i will do it!!:)
read some insert in the church booklet today. cleared up a lot.
karma not working leh. i blog more, ppl stop blogging:( there has to be something i'm not doing right!!:(
22:30
yay today was a good day.
yesterday was a good day too.
wednesday not so much. but i liked after sch when chegoh came to my house and we discussed toffee!!
tuesday was good too. bonding session with mayo<3<3 at macs. no oreo ice cream for EVER! uh... two weeks (:
ytd went chegoh house. bought 2 packets of tomato twisties, one packet of prawn kerapok and one packet of japanese squid crackers. I LOVE TPY. all together they were like 2.80 only! and they were those big packets. not the tiny ones they sell at sch? like the proper sized ones!! so we were supposed to work from 1-whatever time we ended but well she had left over pizza and soup. so we ate and watched tv til... 3. we're not proud of it!! but we did a lot kay! we contacted manufacturers and stuff(:
today i stay at home :( not because i didn't have to go out BUT BECAUSE I WAS TOO LAZY SO I MADE STUPID EXCUSES THAT ALLOWED ME TO STAY AT HOME?! but on the bright side, cmps proposal is finished! now after i finish YFC(fingers crossed) I CAN RELAX!! i think this year will be vvv exciting!!
and charmu has lost her phone again:( AND THE THIEF IS GOING TO MAKE UNLIMITED OVERSEAS CALLS THAT CHARMU'S PARENTS WILL HAVE TO PAY AND SHE WILL PASS THE PHONE AROUND TO HER FRIENDS AND THEN THEY WILL ALL MAKE CALLS AND CHARMU WILL HAVE TO PAY ALL THE BILLS AND HER PARENTS WILL BE ANGRY AT HER AND CHASE HER OUT OF THE HOUSE FOR CAUSING THEM TO LOSE SO MUCH MONEY AND THEN SHE WILL BE A TRUE HOBO. or maybe they will forgive her.
andand i googled bookworm short stories and apparently it was a subscription thing! when you suscribed to them then you get two books a month or something. I WANTTT:(:( well not really but i wanna read the whole series! not published anymore:( :(
sigh i want my calculator back. but SOMEONE REFUSES TO COME AND GIVE IT TO ME. and i have math ass due:( :(
on the bright side at least i have my phone back!! (:
19:02
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