i hate blogger. it deletes chunks of my post): then i have to come here and edit it and then forget one part and then edit then forget one part):
msn games are not working properly i am vvvvv sad): at least 7 hand poker is working:) i will be satisfied with the little things in life.
i am sure there is some song about the little things in life. hang on. GOOGLE.
ah. i was right. :) by mccall.
i have been doing notes and i can't remember which i've done/not but notes are a good boredom... removal technique:) NOTES NOTES NOTES. i bet no one is reading this la but if you do TAG ME IN NOTES. or comment on my notes. i am a love whore. i go either way. thank you master if you wish master. HAHAHAHAHA SICK THOUGHTS APPROACH.
okayokay. off to play seven hand poker. I AIM TO WIN! MUAHAHHA.
oh. on a side note right i realised i didn't actually put an aim for tonight. but, as my pm says, NEVER OFF MUAHAHAHAH, or something like that, then i guess, that is a good aim. but it doesn't like you know uh... what's the word... like how toast and jam _______ each other? COMPLIMENT? IS THAT IT? compliment my final goal WHICH IS TO SLEEP EARLIER): okayokay baby steps. yesterday, my aim was 3. i slept at 5 but i went offline at 3.18 so if i aim to REALLY REALLY SLEEP BY uh... three la. then we count back two hours (1am) and 18 minutes(12.42am) which is really not possible so i guess i will be sleeping at five, then:) oh well. baby steps right? okayokay. 4.59. this is a good aim.
oh you know right. if i were to use this logic to calculate what time i am supposed to log off by to wake up at 8.14 for training, [FREAK CRACKHEAD DOOBIE JUST BEAT ME AT POKER :@ I SHOULD CONCENTRATE!!!!] well i think i calculated before. cos to wake up myself, i actually need 12 hours of full sleep. eg. sleep at 3am, wake up 3pm. unless by force... then uh well, i've been known to lie in my sleep:( my grandma told me i told her (WHILE I WAS SLEEPING I MIGHT ADD SO EVERYTHING SHOULD BE DISREGARDED) that training was cancelled last night-.- but it so happened i also told her that i had training LAST NIGHT. and when asked WHICH POINT IN LASTNIGHT EXACTLY WAS TRAINING CANCELLED i told her like 3am or something you know some point in time WHEN NO ONE IS FREAKING AWAKE BUT FREAKY NOCTURNAL CREATURES LIKE ME?! yeah. but i guess she believed me la. so that is how i missed one of my trainings): okayokay. so anyways i calculated before and to wake up at 8.14, i actually have to sleep at 8! WHICH IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. so waking up by myself for training is also NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN. oh,AND THEY CHANGED ALL THE AFTERNOON TRAININGS TO THE MORNING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PISSED PISSED PISSED SAD SAD SAD PISSED PISSED PISSED SAD SAD SAD ):
oh. i am blogging BECAUSE I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO PHEN IS WATCHING VERONICA MARS THE RAPED GIRL and uh charmu is in camp and SIYUN IS OFFLINE AND CHEESE IS OFFLINE and like :( they're basically WHO I TALK TO ONLINE?!?!?!?!
i am ranting. OH. AND IF BLOGGER DELETES A CHUNK OF MY STUPID (no, not really. it's actually quite good) POST AGAIN I WILL FOREVER ABANDON IT AND GO TO LIVE JOURNAL WHERE MY NAME IS SEXYDOOBIE YES SERIOUSLY.