i had an interesting debate about tyra banks with vanessa. tyra has a lot of impact in the media industry don't you think?
i like her shows. the few times i watched it, it was interesting. yeah. so...
yesterday i told felicia that i'd try to wake up early to play boombang with her. but then... i didn't. as in... i didn't wake up early. not that i didn't try. haiz. i forgot to set the alarm... and no one bothered to wake me up cos... i dun usually want people to wake me up... and if they did i'd be in a bad temper all day. so there.
she said nevermind. but i do. i feel so bad. haiz. and i had a nightmare last night. it was scary. i can't remember what it was about.... but the feeling... when i woke up... it was nothing but a distant memory... but that feeling... that feeling of... dread... and... pain... and... the feeling of... emptiness was still there. it was so very scary.
i don't like nightmares. furthermore, usually when i have them... i forget about them by the time i wake up... except for this ONE dream... that kept repeating over and over again... every single night... it was when i was about... kindergarden... maybe younger. i was so absolutely terrified. i think i was lost... on this stretch of road. where all the shops looked familiar. but for some reason, i couldn't find my way back to my house.
now i know. the shop. it is the barber's shop. opposite my grandmother's house. everytime i pass it, i remember the dream... and that feeling creeps over me again... and its always there.... in the shadows... waiting for me... and when i'm not ready, it'll come... and catch me unawares....
right. so. i think i'll write a ghost story... i can't being myself to write a soppy love story. for some reason or another.
well then. ellen's and oprah's shows are rather interesting too!:D
i still believe that people should believe in magic.
i dunno why.
i think it'll help to believe in magic.
they should also embrace their inner child.
the world would be so much more fun...
if everyone had fun while working
wouldn't you say?
well then...
if magic really exsisted,
how would one do it?
there are so many stories out there about magic.
which version is true?
or is magic a whole other thing?
maybe its truth...
or innocence...
what about...
love.
maybe...
maybe not.
the technicoloured jellyfish?
they are not here anymore...
sometimes.
i think that i should stop this.
people probably think i'm crazy.
lols.
anythingg.
i like writing about random stuff.
and i think...
that this will affect us all.
-HOPEwillNOTworkANYMORE-
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